I been experiencing the most random emotions as of late. One minute I am violently happy, the next? Violently unhappy. Work has been absolutely insane, and while I love my job and staying busy, it’s almost becoming overwhelming, which is RARE for me.
I recently received a job offer for the most INSANE opportunity. It’s where I want to be, geographically speaking, and the position itself is where I should be at this point in my long career. The salary is also more than double what I make now. So, what’s the problem, you ask? Well, it’s in an industry that I tried very hard to get away from due to the stress levels and very long hours – Law Firms. I left a prestigious LF to come to my current position a mere 7 months ago, and honestly it was the best decision I’ve ever made for a multitude of reasons. Part of me does not want to go back to that world, but the practical part knows that this is an offer I simply shouldn’t refuse. I’d be a fool, quite honestly; however, along with that fat paycheck comes a certificate of ownership over your soul, that you sign and hand off to the LF.
Granted, I have mapped out a very free and beautiful life for myself thus far. I am free of insane personal responsibilities such as children, home ownership, etc. Working long hours is something I have always done, and it never bothered me. Quite the contrary, actually. As I get older though, I realize that I would like more time for myself, maybe to travel, skate, enjoy time with the people I love, go to the gym 3 hours per day, write more, etc.
It’s a tough choice to make, and after a lot of thought, I think I have finally made a decision. I guess we’ll see how it plays out.
In other news, some of my writing was picked up by a NYC publication and I will be published as of May! Exciting! I have signed up for fire-eating classes in Coney Island, and am insanely excited about my upcoming vacation to Texas! In short, life is good these days.
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